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The Rawrb in Florida!
Driving to Orlando, Florida. Well, I'm in shotgun. Bleh.
Great show tonight; starting to get better at nailing some tougher singing parts. My range is getting more solid; more or less I've finally stopped sucking live. I was never horrible, but many times I could not hit that Two Ton singing part well enough for me to be satisfied. That's a bit different story now with all the practice I get with the live shows. My only qualm is being out of shape to where I have a hard time catching my breath on stage. I am getting better at it though, so... hurray?!
Anyway, the issue mentioned in my last blog hasn't really been resolved yet. Normally I'd just go for it, but... it's a bit complicated. There's a small "conflict" (if you can even call it that) that I think I'm gonna work through it. Gonna talk through it with them, and go from there. To be completely honest, I don't think anything will come of it. I'm 50/50 on either just dismissing it completely, or going for it full out.
Sorry for being vague... well, not really. I just don't like going into overly obvious detail over these personal things.
Ugh, I highly dislike this. This state of uncertainty.
Wait a minute.... wait.
Fuck this. Look at me, yammering on about a silly situation that really isn't anything to begin with. Fuck this.
I'm dropping it. Ain't gonna worry about it any-fucking-more. Done, over, boom. I'll keep my eyes out for the next opportunity, and when it comes around, I'll be ready and NOT allow some silly dumb nonsense like this burn my energy again.
Whoo, that feels bettar.
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Interesting times right now. Obviously because we're on tour, but it's given me even more time to seriously reflect on a lot of cha-cha.
I've been meeting a lot of people on the road, which is something I'm pretty much not used to. Sometimes it's a bit much for me and I have to get away from all the noise and such. I'm pretty introvertive by nature, so being completely surrounded by extroverts can drive me up the wall a bit. But only a bit. Of course, when you're surrounded by them, you start to become them. When I get home, I'll probably end up wanting to go dancing at clubs. I just gotta dance.
Har har.
Part of meeting people comes with some interesting... experiences. Nothing like what you're thinking, of course. Sort of.
Most people I have talked to are male, and the females I do talk to (on this tour) are generally not my type. I am picky as they get too, so most of the time I just shake hands, give hugs, etc.
I did meet someone RARE though, the particular type that I am attracted to. Very genuine; no bullshit, no drama, fun to be around, etc. Of course, being on tour makes dating practically impossible, so I seriously doubt anything will come of it anyway. I am debating on whether or not I'll actually start telling her all this stuff. Of course, asking anyone for advice would say, "Fuck it man, go for it! Whatever happens happens!" Understand though that it's not THAT simple, because I AM on tour and probably will be for a very long time for many years. Not only that, she's far from where I am (on tour and off tour), and I've done that long distance stuff far too many times.
But there is something there, and I can't ignore that.
I think I just need to relax though. There's a couple more conflicts I have to work out if I am to move forward... bleh, who knows.
I lost my cellphone in Wilmington, NC. It was a fucking Treo too. FUCK!
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