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Purpose <= Defined
I started listening to more of the Mastery program that Deangelo offers. I didn't think I'd get some much great info from this as well as his other stuff.
The big thing he touches on here is finding your purpose. I think this goes for all of those out there that are kinda lost in life, because let's face it; the more we interact with the world, the easier it is to get pulled away from one's purpose.
But my purpose is still being defined, but this time it's at a more of a conscience level. The change going on in my head is at the point where I sometimes feel sick; but being able to finally confront all the bullshit in my life without regret is more than rewarding. I'm listening a lot closer to my gut now. If something doesn't feel right, there's a subconscience reason for it. Lately I've been facing a few interesting situations, both professionally and personally, that don't feel right. Matter of fact, a lot of the crap I would just jump in on head first without thinking about... I just won't do that.
There's one situation in particular that I'm that I keep going back and forth on. My gut is giving me mixed signals, so it looks I like I need to start exploring some other options. That would probably give me a better answer than just sitting here and wondering.
Sucks, but... it's better for me overall.
%BLOG-IMAGES%Lots of time. Lots of time.
Well, things have been extremely interesting lately.
The band stuff is going well despite some bumps in the road. But... some of them are personal so I won't get into it.
Something interesting. I have been... working on some things. The more I learn about people and my situation, the more I start to question a lot of things. A lot of my personal situations come under question as well. The more I start to define my personal boundaries, the less restricted I feel as a person. I start to really get a grasp on what I really, really want in life.
So, there are a few things I bring into question constantly. I'm not going to really talk about them here... heh.
The tour is going better, but the next one is looking really good. We're all over the place on college radios and FM stations. It's all because of me.
%BLOG-IMAGES%Is it May yet?
Well, long time no blog. I'm here in uh, Kansas. I've actually been "aching" to blog for a while now. I had a blog that was actually posted for a while that was ON this page, but it was at the very bottom. Fixed!?
Plus (like now... ok, not now) I usually have someone looking over my shoulder when I'm typing. I'm one of those guys who doesn't like that. Bleh!
Well, where can I start. We played a bunch of shows and had about a week off to drive home and recouperate or some crap. We finished the first "leg" of this tour at Salem, Oregon, then drove through California to get home to Phoenix. We stopped on the way to spend time with her (I mentioned her in my last blog), which was a strange experience for me. The first day I was there I wasn't very comfortable for some reason; I guess I had one of those nuclear emotion explosions and didn't really know how to act. It annoyed me because that wasn't "me" in a sense. I got more comfortable the next day, but still wasn't balanced. Then we left. Awww man!
(I kind of wonder if she thought I was acting like a douche, but whatever :p)
At this point I'm sorting a lot of things out since touring is my life (at least for now). I had a great time and really enjoyed being around her, and it left me with more stuff to deal with on my end. Well, I have plenty of time to do that, being that I'm on the road with pretty much nothing but me and my brains. All I can do really is focus on this band stuff and where it's going.
With that in mind, the direction things are going with Psychostick are amazing. We've got a CD coming out nationwide in less than a week, plus ringtones are selling very well (I think). I can't wait to see what happens in the coming months... :D
Ok, I go now.
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